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 There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did.  There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye.  When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.

一双蛮舒服很普通的平底鞋与一双高贵但随时会让你跌的遍体鳞伤的高跟鞋,你会选择哪一双呢?


答案:赤脚

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Yesterday reached home around 10.30pm. After settled everything, I decided to sign in my msn(d long time didn’t sign in) & find some1 for chatting. The moment I on9 in msn, something pop out! “Cy! Cy!” Somebody sent this to me. Sound like something happen and this person is it going to tell me some bad news? The next sentence that person sent to me is… “He got some problems”. Mmm…who is him? ‘He’ refers to…? I asked that person & I got this answer ‘the one who is in the hospital’. Huh? Who is in the hospital? I asked again & again. I got an answer in my mind, but I don’t wish that is the answer. I’m panic. I asked that person who is that person! Say clearly plz! That person told me that ‘he’ got healthy problem & start explaining what the problem is. The person didn’t answer me who is ‘he’. At the moment I’m going to be crazy, I asked that person ‘tell me who is in the hospital now?’ ‘Okay, nobody in the hospital, ‘XX’ also not in the hospital’ Finally that person gv me ‘his’ name.(As I expected.) I continued asking that person what is happening. I almost wanna call to him and asking what is happening. In the end, that person said this is a joke, and that person always uses this kind of method to start a conversation. 3 words ‘used to be’. Unacceptable! That person fool me. I just realized. I keep on scolding that person. But that person tak ada perasaan!!! That person told me u really concerned about him. Yes. Its true. BUT! If you heard about this kind of bad news, what is your response? I’m panic when I heard this and the moment when I’m chatting with this person, my sis came back & saw my look. A pale & sickly complexion…She asked ‘are you okay?’ Please, to my all dear friends, I don’t like to be fooled especially this kind of ‘bad news’. April’s fool is coming, I wish nobody fool me again.

Gaga in the office? yes! Her nickname is Gaga. A fresh graduate who enter my company, did part-time job before, strong background (in term of her family background- daddy, mum & bro worked in investment bank/commercial bank), english educated. Interested? Do tell me if u wan her hp no (but plz finish read my post 1st).

Gaga doesnt know how to speak in Mandarin. Before she enter into my company, everyone thought that she is 'banana', very smart. So... everyone did wrong assumption. Her way to talk with colleagues,  her attitude, her 'style'....I made a conclusion- her parents over 'sayang' her. When my leader teach her, she doesnt want to listen, ask her 'do you have any question?' NO! this is her answer.

I dont know what she is thinking. She always ask something very weird. For example, during lunch time(1st day), she asked 'hey, how come all the guys go for lunch in a gang only, girls and guys not joining together for lunch?'. Okay, maybe she wish to meet her mr right in the office. I'm sure this is mission impossible.

Okay, back to job. 1st day, she showed 'not willing to learn' face. My leader spent half day to teach her, in the end, she did many things wrongly. I understand that it will not be easy for fresh graduate to learn/memorize all in the 1st day. However, she did something wrong & is very serious. I'm sure you all know what is quality control (QC). Before we release our report, leader will QC to make sure the report quality. So what she did? She released the report by herself. Luckily one of my colleague found it before the report is sent to client. She blamed my leader for teaching her wrongly. So who did wrong? when my leader is teaching her, i sit beside them. Obviously, is her who did wrongly. My leader scold her and her respond is...? *_* another angry face.

The next day, she called to subject company to confirm information. (this is 1 of my job scope). There are minimum 5 keys needed to be confirmed, so what she did? She confirm other information rather than this 5 keys?! This is called individualism?

Another case, she unable to get the subject company's contact number. Our procedure is we have to call to telecom to check director contact and others. So, my leader tell her our procedure. Again, what happened to her? 'huh? why so ma fan and showing 'black' face.' this is her respond.

Another serious case. She cheat us. She didnt contact to the subject company. She told us that nobody answer. We tried to contact the subject company. Yes, we did it & confirm all the information. She always said 'i think', 'probably' & 'maybe'. When we asked who told you all this information? she/he said what to you? At this moment, she gave you this answer, next minutes, she say nono, I think is she/he say blablabla like that. Huh? what is i think? she always cant give a firm answer and try to gv a ''reasonable'' reason. But she failed. We know she is cheating.

Yesterday, my leader and me scold her in the morning. She blamed my leader.
huh, you expect i can memorize all this?
your company's system so complicated.
why your company got so many rules?
I dont think i got any problem lo.
you didnt teach me, how can i know what should i do?
next time u must make sure i write down all the notes...

These are what she said..I cant recall all..
We didnt expect it, but she never ask when she face problem.
Everyone used same system, are you 90yrs old lady? dont know how to use computer?
why so many rules? all my colleagues including me have to follow..she want to get exception?
Im sure u got mental problem.
My leader spent half day teach her, same as me, I taught her yesterday and she caused me has to rush my report until 1am.
'Make sure?!!' cant u automatic take a pen and write it down? yesterday I forced her to take a pen & paper to write down what i teach. Is forced! she is unwilling to write! Yes! such a lazy girl and her handwriting is terrible!

A weird lady and we called her Gaga! I wish she resign! Beh Tahan!!!!!!!!!!!!
dont blame me for writing all of this. I really need to release it!